<p>The
medical model for treating severe mental illness has been critiqued for its
insensitivity to the subjective and contextual facets of patients’ illness and
recovery experiences. For many, mental health service efforts are a function of
the social and institutional contexts in which they occur. Understanding this
therapeutic context is therefore critical to planning effective care
strategies. In this confessional tale, the first author reflects on one-year
(>300 hours) within a medium secure psychiatric hospital - a process carried
out to inform the future design of a physical activity intervention. Drawing
upon reflexive journal entries, conversations across the research team, and
personal introspection, three broad methodological insights are offered; 1)
becoming a reflexive researcher, 2) negotiating ‘the self’ in a mental health
context, and 3) cultural means to logistical ends. Researcher reflexivity is a
challenging and effortful process that can lead to unforeseen insights about
the research setting. Practicing reflexivity supported the first author towards
an awareness of her own stigmatised attitudes to mental illness and how they
might affect the research process. Immersive fieldwork is time consuming and
presents a raft of methodological difficulties, but it supports deep and
nuanced insights unavailable through other methods. When seeking to effectively
tailor intervention strategies to the unique needs of a given healthcare
setting, this added depth and nuance is valuable. Health intervention work that
draws on immersive qualitative methods, rather than tokenistic forms of
“patient public involvement”, is better equipped to deliver strategies that are
not only efficacious but also effective. </p><br>
This is an Accepted Manuscript of an article published by Taylor & Francis in Qualitative Research in Sport, Exercise and Health on 10 November 2019, available online: http://www.tandfonline.com/10.1080/2159676X.2019.1685587.